California

Things are wrapping so quickly!!!!
I'm done with Starbucks and so torn because I love it there, and I will also miss having a paycheck : /...
But YAY for missions it's definitely going to be a great thing. 
I'm headed to California in a couple of days to see the family before I go, because who knows I might just stay : ) I'm doing my best to not procrastinate, and maybe get some sleep. However, I am doing neither!! 14 days and counting until I'm in a new place, with new people, doing something new.  I'm freaking out! I try to stay calm but basically end up running myself into the ground, so I don't have to think about it. I know how incredible this opportunity is, but I keep getting lost in the magnitude of what it means for me.  It seems selfish almost. I get to go to another country, learn how to be a missionary, love people, and share the gospel, but I can't think about because  I'm so scared to be on my own : /  No family in sight, just different and new...